How It Goes - Shannon Whitworth

Now I'm thinking
Thinking the things
I won't allow myself to think
When you're around
The way your smile
Makes my breath catch
It's like that smile was made
Only for me to see
How your eyes
Make me feel like I could drown
In their depths.
Your laughter fills my ears
I turn but know
It's all in my head
Is this madness?
Am I out of my mind
For wanting you?
I crave the touch
I fear I'll never have.
One look in my direction
Could bespell me
And that look
Would mean more to me
Than you could imagine.
Surely I must be insane
I've only known you a few days
This can't be happening
I've met someone truly beautiful
Inside and out.

But I couldn't be farther from her.